is this love or is this fear?

I believe it comes hand-in-hand. You have to have a perfect balance between both of them. If you love someone, then you also fear that you might lose them. If you fear someone then you will show love and kindness to them in attempts to have them love you. But at one point it gets out of hand if you're not careful. You might just find yourself losing that love and filling it up with fear. Fear of loneliness or just fear of not having them by your side. It's that fear that grows within you while you're driving alone in your car and you think, it might just be like this for the rest of you life. So you might as well start getting used to singing alone because if you lose that one girl, well shoot, there goes your whole life. So fill your heart up with fear and perhaps you'll wake up one day and you're old, as is she, and you'll notice that your fear of her leaving you has become hatred and disgust from her to you. You cannot be respected until you respect yourself and you can't respect yourself if you put your whole happiness on someone else- especially on some other mortal. It's a sad tale and it goes in circles for just about everyone. You can't fear losing someone. You should fear not being in love with the one who's by your side but not losing them. If love is gone then it should end. That lack of love should not be replaced for fear. So be bold and stand up for it! Don't have fear, don't fear anyone but yourself. No one in life ever made it far by fearing others. Fight that inner being in you and love those who surround you. If they hate you, well bless their hearts and move on in your life. Don't fear. Fear crumbles your heart.

Saint or Sinner?

So what's the difference? Would you prefer to be a saint or a sinner? Would our society accept us more if we are one or the other? The definition of a sinner is simply: a person who sins. Now what is a sin? There are several definition but my favorite is: regrettable act or behavior. For those who are religious it can also be referred to as violating the divine law. Now, what is a saint? It can be described as a person of great holiness. So if you don't believe in God does that mean that you cannot be a saint? Does that mean that you're forced into a life of being a sinner? Perhaps. But let's move that aside. Let's just simply focus on which one is more acceptable in our society. If you are a sinner, odds are you have lied, cheated, committed adultery or coveted your neighbors wife (which is a fancy way of saying you desire someone else). Uh-oh. It seems as if everyone falls under this category, just about everyone. A saint would be the person who is always forward to you because they don't believe in lying. The saint would be the person who tries and tries to lead you in the right direction because they truly believe that there's good in people. A saint would be the one who always forgive and look past peoples' faults and accept them as they are. A SAINT IS ALSO THAT PERSON WHO NO ONE LIKES. Yupp. It's the truth. In this society everyone lies or cheat or always strives to have something better than the next person. It's not exactly being competitive, it's called being unhappy. The sinner is probably also the more fun out of the two and honestly, who doesn't like to have fun? Who doesn't enjoy cocktails and inside stories among each other? It's a wicked,wicked world with 7billion souls out there just roaming free in an attempt to find happiness. With about 6 billion souls who are selfish and uncaring for others- sadly we're converting into a world filled with sinners. Let the broken hearts begin.