maybe you're gonna be the one to save me. after all, you're my wonderwall.

I should go to school. I should have babies. I should listen to my parents. I should be smaller. I should eat more. I should not be so picky. I should not speed. I should not lose my license for the 10th time this year. I should, I should, I should. 
I SHOULD SCREAM!!!! 


I feel that myself as a woman and a young adult I am constantly bombarded with "i shoulds". Whatever happened to "I want"? 


I would want to be happy. I would want to stay up all night and just blog and download more music. When I'm done with that I would want to wake up and run till my body gives in and then go to bed. These are more short-term goals. I feel that in our time in age we no longer know what we want in life. We are just continuously brain washed with what we "should" be doing that we forget what we wanted to begin with. 
So this is my shout out and scream for freedom to everybody who feels like this. Instead of being filled with a day of what we should be doing I suggest we all rebel against it and instead find what it is that we like and do it. No questions asked and don't over think what you're about to do. It takes away the adrenaline if you think it through for too long. 
If I want to sign up for a marathon and set myself up for it,then well I just did. I can't wait and I know this is what I want to do. 
I want to go to Ecuador in July and if I save up 800 bucks then guess what, I can't wait to see my family. 
Life isn't what we "should" be doing. It's about what we "want" to be doing in it. We should have never existed if it wouldn't have been for Eve and what she "wanted". So tada! a "want" led us to this beautiful life. So enjoy it!!!