Before I eased into bed last night I realized that there was a Sex and the City marathon going on on E!, ecstatically I decided to watch it. It was the episode where Carrie decides that she will be going to Paris with the Russian in order to stay with him and because for once in her life she decided that she wanted to live it and be happy with nothing to hold her back. I thought about my life and my friends' lives as well. What is happiness? Better yet, is happiness brought upon you by another individual? Do you need the constant reminder and love of another person to remind you that you are happy? In my case, I would say that about a year ago that would be the case. Now I have learned what it is like to be happy on my own and allow others to share this uprising happiness that I wish to spread around.Is it the fact that you are happy make you feel good or does having someone that makes you feel good remind you that you must be happy? And how happy are you with them? Is it to the extent that you know you will spend the rest of your life with them? If that's not the case, then why are you still with someone who you know will only be temporarily? Seeing that I am 20 and in the midst of figuring out the rest of my life, I have to say that I chose to fall in love with someone simply because I want to feel loved and make the best I can of my life right now before I find the person I'll spend the rest of my life with. I believe everyone is on a journey to a neverland where love reigns. Until then, I chose to have fun and love my life.
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